Clarity?????

I am high with emotions today... I am not able to understand whr am i wrong exactly... I have few things to do a few goals to achieve in life but somehow i feel something is missing... i am not sure if i am taking the right path.. i have prioritized one of these goals but not able to achieve much... wat can be the reason??? Is there a lack of dedication?? lack of support (of course it is) but is tht lack of support not allowing me to dedicate much to the goal i wanted to achieve in the past few months??

There is something which is eating me from inside... I have tooo many things to do and i see tht the time i have is very little.. there are personal plans, professional goals and quite a few things for the family. how do i know which one to prioritise??? One must be thinking y cant i work on them simultaneously?? but thts not possible and i know it... atleast the first two can be achieved simultaneously but the third one..... Gosh!!! i am at such a mess...

The third one is very important and i know tht if i work for the other two or any of the other two i cant achieve this third one... but if i dont work on the other two now it will be too late and i might not be able to achieve them at all... and the third one.... thst equally important and needs immediate attention as well...

Quite confusing na??? yes it is.... there is stability of thoughts which is missing... thr is a need to analyse the whole situation again to have more clarity... but everytime i think and try analysing i only get more confused... last 9 months i ve spent in reaching a goal... initially thr were no hopes but in the forth to sixth month of my plan i saw a little improvement and my hopes took birth again... i want to continue with it with more dedication but i also see time slipping away from my hands.... i know if i concentrate on this goal of mine properly.. though it will take time i ll surely reach it... but then i also know tht if i dont work out things now for the other goals it will be too late for me and i dont want to regret later as well...


Solution:

for some time, i am pushing aside my personal plans.... i think i can still take some time to think about it.... let me concentrate on my family and professional plans for now... in know its near to impossible to concentrate on both but i guess for time being i can.....

Let me work on these two with full dedication and lets see after a month, wats the progress i have made with each... I just hope and pray and wish and will try not to waste time thinking wat to do and how to do.... I wanna grab every opportunity which comes across to me to achieve these wishes, these plans of mine...

Ameen...

I hope i will be able to sleep now... If not peaceful one, atleast a little rest to the body....