I met one of my dearest friend this Saturday. For the first time in last 4 and a half years I saw him so happy and so relaxed. He used to be so confused always and today he knows what he has to do and how... And you know what changed him so much?? "LOVE" - Yes those four magical letters changed him so much. He has finally found his life partner and the best part is she is really the best choice for him. I have really never seen him so happy. GOD! I am so glad to see him like this. Please keep them both HAPPY ALWAYS :) My best wishes to both of you - Vinod and Lavanya. Waiting for you to come to our city, Lavanya :)
--- Love changes people for good ---
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Prerna
Andheri zindagi me phir roshni aayi
Banjar zameen pe phir fasal ug aayee
Tumne jo ki hosla afzaaye..
-7/4/08
NAYAA DAUR
Dekho nayaa daur hai aaya,
Saath apne kai rang hai laayaa,
Ab nahin ladkiyaan ghar main ghutati ,
Woh toh hain ladkon se kaandhe milake chalti,
Ab nahin rahaa ghar main ghoonghat,
Auraten gown main hain ghoomti.
Dekho nayaa daur hai aaya,
Saath apne kai rang hai laayaa,
Ab vichaaron ki nadiyaan hain khul ke behti,
Ab logoon ki soch seemit naa rehti,
Ab log naa karte baat chand ki,
Woh toh karte hain koshish mangal par jaane ki.
Dekho nayaa daur hai aaya,
Saath apne kai rang hai laayaa,
Ab toh school-college,
Lejaayaa jaataa hai kitaabon ka boraa,
Chaatra-chaatraayen attendance ke chakkar main
Aate hain college saal pura.
Dekho nayaa daur hai aaya,
Saath apne kai rang hai laayaa,
Ab ladkiyaan dahej nahin hain deti,
Woh to ladkoon ko hain jail main bhejti,
Ab naa rahi arrange marriage ki jhanjhat,
Bachchhe karen luv marriage jhat-pat.
Dekho nayaa daur hai aaya,
Saath apne kai rang hai laayaa,
Ab toh har stri karti hai koshish,
Tulsi ya paarvati banane ki,
Ab toh har mard karta hai koshish,
Miheer se om banane ki.
Dekho nayaa daur hai aaya,
Saath apne kai rang hai laayaa,
Jahan ye naya daur khushiyan,
Lekar hai aayaa,
Wahin isne kai logoon ka
Dil bhi hai dukhaayaa.
Ab naa rahaa choton ke dil main,
Badon ke liye aadar-satkaar,
Aur naa rahaa apno ke prati
Woh pehle waala pyaar.
Ab duniya main badh gayi hai,
Jhooth aur makkaari ki taadaat
Aise main imaandar aur sachchhe log
Mar rahen hain til-til- har din, har raat.
Kyoon naa hum, is naye daur ko,
Naye tareeke se sawaaren
Saath rakhen achchhi baaten aur
Buri aadaton ko nakaaren.
Aayo prem aur sadbhaav se
Hum apne kartavyon ko nibhayen
Apnepan aur khushiyon ke
Ujjwal Rangoon se,
Hum apne maye daur ko sajaayen.
Aur aane waali peedhee ke liye
Ek nayi misaal ban jayen
Aayo, apne is daur ko sajaayen
Apne is daur ko sajaayen.
-24/1/04
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Clarity?????
I am high with emotions today... I am not able to understand whr am i wrong exactly... I have few things to do a few goals to achieve in life but somehow i feel something is missing... i am not sure if i am taking the right path.. i have prioritized one of these goals but not able to achieve much... wat can be the reason??? Is there a lack of dedication?? lack of support (of course it is) but is tht lack of support not allowing me to dedicate much to the goal i wanted to achieve in the past few months??
There is something which is eating me from inside... I have tooo many things to do and i see tht the time i have is very little.. there are personal plans, professional goals and quite a few things for the family. how do i know which one to prioritise??? One must be thinking y cant i work on them simultaneously?? but thts not possible and i know it... atleast the first two can be achieved simultaneously but the third one..... Gosh!!! i am at such a mess...
The third one is very important and i know tht if i work for the other two or any of the other two i cant achieve this third one... but if i dont work on the other two now it will be too late and i might not be able to achieve them at all... and the third one.... thst equally important and needs immediate attention as well...
Quite confusing na??? yes it is.... there is stability of thoughts which is missing... thr is a need to analyse the whole situation again to have more clarity... but everytime i think and try analysing i only get more confused... last 9 months i ve spent in reaching a goal... initially thr were no hopes but in the forth to sixth month of my plan i saw a little improvement and my hopes took birth again... i want to continue with it with more dedication but i also see time slipping away from my hands.... i know if i concentrate on this goal of mine properly.. though it will take time i ll surely reach it... but then i also know tht if i dont work out things now for the other goals it will be too late for me and i dont want to regret later as well...
Solution:
for some time, i am pushing aside my personal plans.... i think i can still take some time to think about it.... let me concentrate on my family and professional plans for now... in know its near to impossible to concentrate on both but i guess for time being i can.....
Let me work on these two with full dedication and lets see after a month, wats the progress i have made with each... I just hope and pray and wish and will try not to waste time thinking wat to do and how to do.... I wanna grab every opportunity which comes across to me to achieve these wishes, these plans of mine...
Ameen...
I hope i will be able to sleep now... If not peaceful one, atleast a little rest to the body....
There is something which is eating me from inside... I have tooo many things to do and i see tht the time i have is very little.. there are personal plans, professional goals and quite a few things for the family. how do i know which one to prioritise??? One must be thinking y cant i work on them simultaneously?? but thts not possible and i know it... atleast the first two can be achieved simultaneously but the third one..... Gosh!!! i am at such a mess...
The third one is very important and i know tht if i work for the other two or any of the other two i cant achieve this third one... but if i dont work on the other two now it will be too late and i might not be able to achieve them at all... and the third one.... thst equally important and needs immediate attention as well...
Quite confusing na??? yes it is.... there is stability of thoughts which is missing... thr is a need to analyse the whole situation again to have more clarity... but everytime i think and try analysing i only get more confused... last 9 months i ve spent in reaching a goal... initially thr were no hopes but in the forth to sixth month of my plan i saw a little improvement and my hopes took birth again... i want to continue with it with more dedication but i also see time slipping away from my hands.... i know if i concentrate on this goal of mine properly.. though it will take time i ll surely reach it... but then i also know tht if i dont work out things now for the other goals it will be too late for me and i dont want to regret later as well...
Solution:
for some time, i am pushing aside my personal plans.... i think i can still take some time to think about it.... let me concentrate on my family and professional plans for now... in know its near to impossible to concentrate on both but i guess for time being i can.....
Let me work on these two with full dedication and lets see after a month, wats the progress i have made with each... I just hope and pray and wish and will try not to waste time thinking wat to do and how to do.... I wanna grab every opportunity which comes across to me to achieve these wishes, these plans of mine...
Ameen...
I hope i will be able to sleep now... If not peaceful one, atleast a little rest to the body....
Monday, March 23, 2009
Zindagi Kya hai
This one I wrote years back... I got my first prize in a city level Poetry competition for this one... :)
http://www.desiboyzmasala.com/article.asp?id=1696&at=7
http://www.desiboyzmasala.com/article.asp?id=1696&at=7
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Island grounds
started and written on 8th march,2009 but posted late..
Last evening was one among the most wonderful evenings... after more than a month of planning and me pestering people, finally some of my friends agreed to join me to the island grounds. Its like a mela organised in the city for around two to three months...
I remember when I was studying in school, every year I used to wait for the time for the exhibition to set up. It used to be my favorite place, cos tht was the only place in city whr they had all kind of fun rides and trust me till date i enjoy them all like 5 yr old kid :)
This is one place my parents wud never forget cos I ve got lost nearly two to three times in the exhibition. My mother would be just looking at some article at a stall and I would just be looking at something, thinking something and walking around only to realise after few mins that I ve got lost :) But my good luck, everytime I would only end up meeting a police officer, or a constable and then like a good child I would tell them my name, my age, fathers name and address and there would be an announcement for them to come and pick me from there...
Childhood was so good... you can do anything you want... anyways i wont deviate the topic of this post which is about island grounds... For the first time I went there with someone other than family... We enjoyed the rides like school kids... and as usual I was the one hooting around the most... I love to try the most craziest and scariest or rides...
We all for few hours went back to our childhood and enjoyed each others company... There was this haunted mansion kind of a thing... It was totally dark and two of my friends were walking ahead and others followed. The organizers had hired few kids in the of 12 to 14 to wear the masks and scare people.. The group which was before ours stopped as one of them got scared by the kid s disguise and my friend thought that these kids are actually miss behaving or something with the visitors so he just came in the front and kicked a boy... my GOD! tht kid cried in pain.... For few mins it was all panic inside the dark place.. we were all holding hands with each other and our dear friend POTATO (name changed) got so scared that he wanted to rush out first and in that rush he pushed all of us.. some of us got hurt though nothing big.... BUT u potato...... u only show off to be brave actually u r a cat.... a SCARED CAT...
At the end we took few snaps at the seven wonders of the world (tht was one of the delights of this years exhibition) and then came back home... on the whole it was fun with friends.... (snap attached)
"few professionals turned into kids for few hours" ;)
Last evening was one among the most wonderful evenings... after more than a month of planning and me pestering people, finally some of my friends agreed to join me to the island grounds. Its like a mela organised in the city for around two to three months...
I remember when I was studying in school, every year I used to wait for the time for the exhibition to set up. It used to be my favorite place, cos tht was the only place in city whr they had all kind of fun rides and trust me till date i enjoy them all like 5 yr old kid :)
This is one place my parents wud never forget cos I ve got lost nearly two to three times in the exhibition. My mother would be just looking at some article at a stall and I would just be looking at something, thinking something and walking around only to realise after few mins that I ve got lost :) But my good luck, everytime I would only end up meeting a police officer, or a constable and then like a good child I would tell them my name, my age, fathers name and address and there would be an announcement for them to come and pick me from there...
Childhood was so good... you can do anything you want... anyways i wont deviate the topic of this post which is about island grounds... For the first time I went there with someone other than family... We enjoyed the rides like school kids... and as usual I was the one hooting around the most... I love to try the most craziest and scariest or rides...
We all for few hours went back to our childhood and enjoyed each others company... There was this haunted mansion kind of a thing... It was totally dark and two of my friends were walking ahead and others followed. The organizers had hired few kids in the of 12 to 14 to wear the masks and scare people.. The group which was before ours stopped as one of them got scared by the kid s disguise and my friend thought that these kids are actually miss behaving or something with the visitors so he just came in the front and kicked a boy... my GOD! tht kid cried in pain.... For few mins it was all panic inside the dark place.. we were all holding hands with each other and our dear friend POTATO (name changed) got so scared that he wanted to rush out first and in that rush he pushed all of us.. some of us got hurt though nothing big.... BUT u potato...... u only show off to be brave actually u r a cat.... a SCARED CAT...
At the end we took few snaps at the seven wonders of the world (tht was one of the delights of this years exhibition) and then came back home... on the whole it was fun with friends.... (snap attached)
"few professionals turned into kids for few hours" ;)
Monday, March 2, 2009
The Biggest Fight
Every person has a whole lot of dreams for himself and his loved ones. He turns his dreams into reality; some by luck, some by help, but most of them by his hard work, dedication, experience and his belief in himself. One can never achieve anything if he doesn’t believe in himself. And his confidence increases a multiple times when he sees a belief for himself in the eyes of his loved ones. His puts in all his efforts, infact works more than his normal capacity, so that he does not let his loved ones down.
But what happens, if his loved ones do not have faith in his efforts and believe his decisions have not served to be good in anyway??? Well, that’s when the biggest fight of his life starts. One can fight with the whole world but can never gather enough strength to fight against his loved ones. He has to not just prove himself right but also regain the confidence of his loved ones.
But how many win this fight?? Now that’s an unanswerable question..
But what happens, if his loved ones do not have faith in his efforts and believe his decisions have not served to be good in anyway??? Well, that’s when the biggest fight of his life starts. One can fight with the whole world but can never gather enough strength to fight against his loved ones. He has to not just prove himself right but also regain the confidence of his loved ones.
But how many win this fight?? Now that’s an unanswerable question..
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