Marriage *$&^&()$%^%&(&

Eh... The very word scares me so much... I ve goosebumps when i think about it. Its not tht I dont wanna get married. Its just that I am not sure, if I will happen to meet a guy who meets my expectation(s).

Its been more than a year that I ve been postponing the very topic of marriage. But now, my parents are getting a little serious about it. I am telling them that I want to marry someone whom I know well, whom I choose for self. I kind of don't believe much in arrange marriages. I mean the very concept of arrange marriage doesn't sound great to me. How can I decide whether I like someone on the basis of a ten mins meeting??? Ten mins would not be enough to even know about his likes and dislikes. I don't know how can a life long decision be made just like that. when I tell my mom, that I wanna marry a guy of my choice and ask her not to look for someone outside our city she asks me only one question - " do u like someone?? let me know. We will get you married with him. Dont ever think of running away or something"

The pity is I don't like anyone :( Look at the irony there are many of my friends who are struggling to convince their parents to get them married to a person of their choice. And here, my parents are ready to get me married to a person of my choice but I don't have any :(((

Its not that I am looking for some very handsome, multimillionaire type of a guy. I want to live my life with a simple guy, who loves and respects his family, who is intelligent, has an outgoing nature, who understands my responsibilities and, if not help at least let me take care of them. And most important someone from my city only. I don't wanna relocate :( plss

I think if these things are there, then the rest can be adjusted or taken care of. But the problem is I don't find any guy like this anywhere?? DO you know anyone?? Then just let me know.. Plss

Please God, I wanna meet my Mr. Right. I dont wanna get married the arranged way :( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PLs.

I will meet him some day na ??